All week I’ve been sad and I haven’t a clue why. I’m fortunate in that I don’t suffer from depression, and I always try to write a blog that is filled with some humor. So why am I so sad this week? My future is looking bright, well, as bright as it can be and compared to some folk in this world, that’s good.
Perhaps I’m not so much sad as run down? That old saying that I need my batteries re-charging. Or is it the lack of sunshine during these winter months? It’s never bothered me before, so why now? I haven’t a clue and perhaps it’s not having a clue that’s making things worse. You see, I like to work through any problems that come my way in a simple, sequential manner, so not being able to fathom why I’m sad might be part of the problem. Oh I don’t know.
I have a great family, a few close friends, my music, my blog, my new camera yet for some reason this week, life seems over whelming. I suppose if I’m honest with myself, I want to move away from where I am now, move house with my wife and start afresh, just like when we got married. She’s all for it, but I think deep down I want it to happen yesterday.
It’s funny, but writing this blog today has thrown some light on why I’m feeling so sad this week. We need to get away from here, it’s not a happy place anymore and the move will do us the world of good.
I’m glad I don’t suffer with depression, it must be dreadful, the black dog, the black tunnel with no light at the end. I’m lucky that I’m only sad, it will pass, and soon enough. Here’s to next week and hopefully a brighter one for all.
You can find more about depression here.